Pot of Basil
Pot of Basil After Alexander, After Keats, After Boccaccio In the painting, Isabella stands there, blue in the blue-green light of her love. Her dress, voluminous, drapes her lonely body, and illuminates the canvas. The laced black bodice dims the light, holds her shoulder, wantonly bare, back from the pot. And here, another day has gone with you, and I still cook for us two. (Poor Girl! put on thy stifling widow’s weed And ‘scape at once from Hope’s accursed bands To-day thou wilt not see him, nor to-morrow) This recipe calls for basil, calls on me to go back to the garden that is so full of you: rotting tomato, pepper, zucchini’s curling brown leaves. Only your spices get my attention. How can I expect them to season mildly when they’re the only thing of yours that has stayed? This recipe calls for basil. I go to the garden to see. The green shadows of Isabella’s neck deepen as she leans against the ledge that holds the vessel with her lover’s head. One hand clings to the edge, the other caresses the roundest part of the mildewy pot. (His image in the dusk she seem’d to see, And to the silence made a gentle moan. . .) Time won’t keep you from me. You are everywhere. In your garden, I picked some leaves of basil, crushed them between my fingers. The green always stains, and the scent bores itself into me through my pores, fills my body. Everything is basil. She closes her eyes; she sees his eyes, his wild hair mingling with soil and roots. She dreams she touches him. (Sound mournfully upon the winds and low For simple Isabel is soon to be Among the dead: She withers, like a palm) On the last night, you tasted and smelled of basil. It seeped out through your skin and washed out everything. I can’t get away from the spicy-sweetness; the air absorbs it. When I sleep, it surrounds our bed. When I open my mouth to breathe, it drowns me. Isabella is dying in the basil-colored light. She is sinking into the shadows, thinking of him always. She is giving tears to the soil and waiting for something to grow.
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View John White Alexander’s painting.